I have been on YouTube trying to find answers and people with EDS that I can relate to. I know that stress plays a big factor and we all know that I have a lot of stress. When I was a kid I always seemed so tired. Now I at least know there is a big link with EDS and chronic fatigue. I can't even begin to explain how I feel tonight. EVERY AREA of MY BODY HURTS. I have been opiate free for almost a year! I knew that that crap would kill me and I have to much to live for. I was trying to phyc myself up to get the shots in my hands so I can be fitted for the finger and wrist splints. Once I saw the videos I am more scared than before. I just want answers and relief. I don't want to sound negative but this is hard. Just one day .... That's all . Just one day.
I want this awful divorce over and I want my kids in my arms.